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23:53 May 30 2012
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Fucking yay! The temp is at 94 right now...and guess who is about to roast a turkey...?
*nods*
Yup. That's right.
That fucking kitchen. That fucking oven.
SON OF A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*hangs head*
Summer here is gonna be hotter than hell.
19:58 May 27 2012
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Oye vey. I ended up getting hospitalized again for a few days. My kidneys had a severe infection...again. Two years ago I was hospitalized for them as well. They were in the begining stages of failure (which they quickly saved). It really bothers me that my kidneys have been giving me so much crap. I don't know why this happens to me. I don't even know how it happens. Whenever I ask the doctors, they always have the same answer. That they don't know why it's happening either but they do remind me that it happens a lot with Lupus patients. The kidneys are almost always affected. Though they cleared up this infection within a few days, I am on ANOTHER round of antibiotcs. A very strong one because I have become resistant to most antibiotics. *deep sigh*
I have a lot to think about.
I know I'll be okay...but there are some things that I just will not talk about in my journal. No offense to the rare few who do read it. Extremely private issues that people don't need to know. All I will say is that durring this hospital stay...I found something else out about my health. I am scared. I'm still pretty shocked. Yes, I'll be okay...but I'm still trying to wrap my mind around this whole thing.
*another deep sigh*
Oye oye oye.
Anyways...
Onward.
On a happier note...
A few days before I was admitted into the hospital...I created and completed the 6 of Cups for my tarot card deck. The original card shows (what looks like to me) two children, outside with 5 cups filled with flowers. One of the children is handing the 6th cup of flowers to the other child. When I went over the meaning (even reversed) for this card, I wasn't clear on how I was gonna make it modern. I did my best...keeping the dark and modern look to it. There may not be actual cups of flowers but they are still in this version of the card.
I can't stress how much of a pain this one was for me. Took me about 10 days to settle on a main image to use and about 3 days to complete after that. So...here it is...the 6 Of Cups by Di. Hope ya dig it lol. :P
Same old same old...but with a new cool feature lol.
23:16 May 22 2012
Times Read: 537
I haven't been logging into VR as much as I did before. I see I haven't missed much.
*heavy sigh*
Oh, look...
A new feature! Now you can see what I'm doing! Woooooohooooo!
This is so awesome!
Hey, where's the feature where you can see how many fingers I'm using to pick this massive wedgie out of my ass?
The one that allows you to know how many times I cut a righteous fart?
(I know, I know....SEXY, right? Lol.)
.........Wait...what the hell? There isn't one?! There isn't a feature for that?!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh dammit.
Really!?
Get on that.
It'll be useful and interesting.
I promise. ;)
Hey, I'll be back later on. I gotta go to the bathroom and take the Browns to the superbowl.
Uh oh...
I feel a new feature coming on.
Rofl. :P
03:34 May 11 2012
Times Read: 562
Welcome to the rest of your life.
How do you want to spend it...?
18:39 May 07 2012
Times Read: 574
My butt hurts.
21:58 May 05 2012
Times Read: 596
Lmao...I love how my last entry was about all the dick heads here...and the 'drama' that they have caused people...and on my last ten...ALL of the people I was talking about in it were there. Geeeeeeeeez, dude. Seriously?
See, just further proof that this is what they come here for.
They needed their fix for the day.
*laughing my ass off and giving those people the middle finger*
FUCK YOU!
Alright...........I think I'm better now.
Onward.
Anyways...
words and...stuff.
I feel like Leo's character in What's eating gilbert grape today.
G I L B E R T!!!!
Ah hahahahahahahaha!
*rolling eyes at self*
I'm waaaaaaaaaay over caffinated.
Short attention span theater over here.
Derp! :P
For those nasty and horrible people who shall remain nameless...
23:24 May 03 2012
Times Read: 632
Dammit, I'm so pissed off at quite a few of these...so called 'good' VR users. Honestly, I don't care who the hell I offend with this entry as of this point...and the guilty are always nameless here (like always). If you don't like what I have to say, don't read my shit. Don't send me messages and you better not leave me comment on anything. Leave me be. Nobody's FORCING you.
Your time here reading my stupid little thoughts is OPTIONAL.
I think I do a pretty good job of keeping my mouth shut when I find out some SERIOUS shit about people and friends...or idiots that some of my best friends here know. I can't help it if somebody puts it all together or figures out who I'm talking about...but I leave names out of this to respect even the worst person's privacy. I should stop doing that from now on. If you knew what I knew...or heard what I have...or anything...it would sour you as much as I have been soured. Ugh.
We're all too quick to call it all 'drama' and write (in our journals and on our profiles) endlessly about how we do not want any of it and will not tolerate it. To a degree, everybody gets it. No matter what. Even the nicest people. I really do think that it's craved here. That most people here want to be all up in somebody's business, or their lives...especially when the going gets rough for somebody. Unless you really are a true friend. EVERYBODY HERE gets suckered into drama at some point. Most (not all) are not interested in logging on VR unless they are gonna read about it, hear about it, comment about it or just plain be all up in it. Many just love to create it. I mean, afterall...why be a cool or nice person when you can be a freakin' dick and ruin somebody's day...right?
Doing anything else just isn't fun I guess.
I can't figure out why though. Why would anybody seek it or want to create it? I'm 33 fuckin' years old and I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE'S SHIT! Personally, I'm a sick woman and I want the rest of my time on this Earth (however long that is) to be as civil and full of peace as possible. For everybody.
Maybe being an asshole takes the attention away from their boring little lives. Makes em' feel better about themselves. Then you have these snotty useless 'you know who's' here. Totally worthless (to me at least). *rolls eyes*
A lot of users here think they're fuckin' celebrities or something. They really think that their shit don't stink.
Yeah, these users are just....so cool.
*making the jerking off gesture*
Ya know the drill...the idiots that ignore the shit outta you when you need somebody to have your back or take care of a situation no matter how much they say that's what they are gonna do or that's what friends are for. They're not your damn friends and they don't give a flying fuck about you. Hate to say it, but it's true. I learned that one a LONG time ago.
They ARE fake as fuck and hollow as hell.
Bottom line...and THEY DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU or anybody you care about.
Finding honest and good friends/people online seems to get harder and harder. Damn good friends always end up leaving because they always get harassed or lied to...or what ever. But they leave...because they are TIRED of the bullshit and the games. They don't want it. They don't need it. It's not even drama anymore, it's flat out cry baby bullshit. I didn't even have this much crap when I was in HIGH SCHOOL!!! And...these people are supposedly adults?! LOL. Uuuuuuuh....Yeeeeeeeeeeah. Right. Sure they are. *sarcastic wink*
It seems more and more that people come here to be assholes to eachother. Almost as if they're playing the part of a super villian lol. I laugh because no matter what you believe in...karma or whatever...it is vicious and served up cold. I admit that when these asses get theirs in the end...I laugh my ass off. It's so deserved. It's the best medicine...and...hey...couldn't happen to a better person, right? Lol. Priceless.
In the past week...four different friends that I really did liked/loved...left because it was too hard here for them to handle. Because people were getting that bad. I can't say that I blame them much and I too have thought about deleting my profile quite a few times. It's my supportive and kind and caring friends that keep me going here with a smile. They never let me down and to those friends...I thank you and I love you to death. It bugs me that they were good and decent people that never deserved such crappy treatment...and don't even get me started on the revenge honor bullshit. As if the revenge rate wasn't lame enough, ya know? Seriously...revenge honor??? Oh god...it really never ends lol.
God, people...get a life. It's....beyond sad.
Seriously...when does it end? When the hell do people stop giving lip service and actually have some loyalty, respect and honor for their so called friends? When do adults stop acting like spoiled children that need a good spanking? When do these 'nice girls' here stop acting like stuck up teenagers to eachother? Some of the things that are said...wow! Oh my god...it's flat out HORRIBLE! It's so vicious.
I'm growing a pair...right here and right now...and I'm gonna say this for the last time. Don't you DARE have the audacity to call yourself my friend, or her friend...or even his friend if you don't know what it means to be one. Also, to those idiot VR users out there......grow the fuck up and knock this shit off already. Being a jerk off is not going to make your life better in any way. Going out of your way to be rude or snotty to others does NOT pay off. Don't expect people to give a shit about you in any way if you are constantly gonna be showing your ass, ya know what I mean?
It's getting old. Real old.
That's my rant...
and I'm sticking to it.
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